Girl of the Forest (Sarina's version) Part Two

By the time I made my way out of the school parking lot all the teachers were chasing after me.
But I didn't care!
I ran fast and I ran hard towards my home.

When I reached my house ten or fifteen minuets later, my dogs came and greeted me with their usual happy greetings though a little on the depressed side.


The German Shepherd, Sasha, my mom and dad's guard dog slash gift to me for my 13th birthday came bounding towards me with her tongue hanging out as she ran to me; while family dog Lilly the border collie came running up close behind her, followed by Lila my Golden retriever that I got when I was two years ago when I was 14.

 I stood stroking my dog's soft fur for a while while I tried to figure out an excuse why I came home so early and how to tell them that I was fine.
Ten minuets passed before I was ready to go inside and face the heartache all over again.
I opened the door to let the dogs in, then I walked upstairs to my room to try and sort my feelings out. And was joined by Lila, who came in from the doggie door built into my door and curled up next to me on my bed. Not long after I heard a soft tap on the door and it being slowly opened up by Sabrina.

Sabrina walked over to me and sat down beside me. I had my face buried in my pillow while I was crying, to hide them from everyone. "Oh Rina, its okay to cry..... I'm going to miss them to.... They were the first real parents I ever knew!" Sabrina said while trying to sound brave and comforting, though I knew that she was crying as well. I looked up and stroked Lila's fur while wiping my tears away.

It reminded me how when we were smaller at ages 6 and a half and 6, how we would comfort each-other when ever we had problems.

Sabrina hugged me and we stood like that for what seemed like hours upon hours though it was really only ten minuets. Lila stirred and looked up towards the door as Lilly poked her playful head through the doggie door and ran off down the hallway and down the stairs. Minuets later Marie came bursting into the room fuming mad.

We barely had time to wipe our tears away before Marie came in and shattered all of the peace that was in the room. "Sarina! I hate Sara! She said that you told mom and dad that they did not care about us and that is why they took an earlier flight home from New York because of you. Tell me it is not true..... Tell me that Sara is a big fat liar..... Please, please tell me this is all a bad dream and that I'll wake up soon and everything will be the way it has always been," Marie said in hysterics as tears began to streak down her red face, and her whole body began to tremble with hysteria.  I slowly cleared my throat and straightened up saying "I was mad at them for breaking another promise to us and not coming home....... But I never said that they did not care about us, because they did and they still do! Sara is not lying to you. I'm really sorry but this is not a bad dream," I managed to say in a clam soft voice. Marie looked up at me then she turned around and ran out the door. "I got to go Bri... Sorry," I said as I ran out after Marie.

I later found her in our special place by the edge of a small stream that flows by our house.

           "Marie, Marie I'm so sorry. I know this is very hard on you as it is Sabrina, Sara, and myself, but we have to work through this. It's not going to get any easier as we go along, but I can promise you that I'm not going anywhere, and I'll be here to help you along this tricky chapter of your life that we are going through," I said as I came up on the other side of her and sat down.















Stay tuned for part three

  

Death Part 1

All their voices are starting to grow distant, as the pain slowly starts to grow heavier and greater with every shallow breath I manage to gasp out.

It's dark and gloomy as I slowly walk down the light-less paths.
I hear a voice, soft and comforting call to me; so I follow the voice with every step I take it keeps getting harder and harder.

I'm cold almost to the point of going numb & my head is throbbing, and at the time I was ready to just give up, I walked into something hard.
I fell against it with a cry of pain as it jams into where I am mortally wounded.......

Five hours earlier 


"Is everyone here?" Johnny asked while he looked around.
"Yes, I believe so." Susan said as she sat next to Danny & Katerina.
"No, wait, where is Maria?" Johnny asked when his eyes passed by my empty seat for the fifth time.
"What are we going to do with Maria? She keeps doing this, and it is like she will never learn!" Katerina said as she marched over to the window and looked for Maria.

Meanwhile 

I was racing through main-street with my best friends Mara & Marie.

As I rounded the corner, I dived into the corner and waited for Mara & Marie to catch up.

I sat down on the cool brick pavement and watched as Marie rounded the corner & was followed by Mara.

I silently got up and sneaked up behind Marie & Mara, while they were looking for me. I poked Marie & Mara, then came up in-between them.
Mara nearly fainted, while Marie let out a sharp startled sound. I laughed uncontrollably at their expressions and could not stop.    

When we were finally finished laughing, we walked to the nearest Baskin Robbins and got ice cream.  

        "Man, it has been a great morning!" Mara said as she slumped down next to me on the side walk.
        "Totally, though I wonder what Johnny, Susan, Danny, & Katerina are doing, since you are not there?" Marie asked questioningly.
I grew very quiet at the thought of what my siblings were thinking at that very moment.
        "Where could Maria have gone off to this time?" Stormed Katerina in a fiery mood.
        "How many times has she done this to us now?" Susan asked agitated.
They all went silent for about a minuet till Danny answered and said "This is her 5th time doing this."
        "We need to go and find her before they do." Johnny said as he walked out the door and to the car.  


End of part 1
to be continued in part 2 

Heaven

There is a place that I have heard of all through my childhood, even before I can remember.
No one really knows where it lies.
Some say it is way up in the sky and

some say it is way out to sea where no one has ever gone before.

Many people ask when and how you get to heaven.

Some say you have to die, some say you can't do anything wrong, some say you can't eat certain things, and some say you just die and go to heaven just like that. 

Not many people know the true answer to the commonly asked question. 

How do you get to Heaven?

Do you believe in God?

Do you obey your parents?

Do you love others as much as you love your self?

Do you believe that God sent Jesus to save us from our sins?

It is so hard to try and live a perfect life.

Many have tried and even more have failed. 

Because no one is perfect we are all human; human nature is weak and easily fails, but God is always there to help you get back on the right track if you will just let him lead you there.

The true and only way to get to Heaven is to believe that God sent his one and only son Jesus to die on the cross for our sins, so that we do not have to suffer for all our sins.

Believe that God is always there and that 

He will never leave you or forsake you in all your follies and failures, 

and through Him and only Him you can get to Heaven. 

So yes heaven does exist.

But you have to Believe in God for you to ever see all it's glory.

For Jesus is preparing a place for you in Heaven.

And all you have to do is Believe.

!!Believe!! 

Because heaven does exist and it is waiting for you.

Believe and you will see heaven.

Stand up for what you believe in

"Hey Lexie, do you want to come over to my house later on for the party?"

My friend Susanna asked as she caught up to me in the hall.

"Who all will be there?"

I asked as I walked to the cafeteria.

"Well you know. Lots of people will be there."                                                                        

"It sounds like fun. Sure I'll be there at your party."

I said as I sat at our lunch table.

As I walked out the door of school, I headed for my mom who was waiting to pick me up.
"Hey mom!" I said as I hopped into the car.
"Hey Lexie, how was school today?" She said as she started the car.
"It was fine. By the way, Susanna asked me if I would like to go to her house for a party tonight. Is that alright with you?"
My mom paused for a second before replying "Sure, what time will it be over and when does it start?"
"One sec I'll ask her." I said as I pulled out my phone and text-ed Susanna.
"She says it is from 8pm to 12am."
Mom seemed distant for a moment.
"Mom?"
"Oh sorry Lexie, yes I think you are responsible enough for this now."
"Thanks mom!"

Six hours later I arrived at Susanna's house.
"Hey Lexie, I'm glad you could make it." Susanna said as she came and hugged me.
We walked inside.
"Where are your parents?"
"Oh they are not here, they are in Seattle."
"Are you sure that you should be throwing a party when your parents aren't here?"
"It's fine."

Then the rest of the people arrived.
Practically the whole student body was there.
Then it all got out of hand.

Two hours later.
"Susanna, this is getting way to wild and out of hand."
"Oh relax, its all good."
Then one of the students brought out some cigarettes and started passing them around to the students.
"Hey, Lexie right? Do you want one?"
"No, I don't smoke."
Some of the other students came over and joined the conversation.
"Oh come on, don't be a baby!" One said.
"What are you a momma's girl?" Another said.
"No I don't smoke."
I said firmly and turned to try and go out the door.
One of them cornered Lexie and tried to force her to smoke.
Another tried to seduce her into doing it.

She Finally had enough and went out the door.

She walked in the pouring rain for ten miles till she got home completely drenched.


Lexie stood firm on what she believed in, and did not sway.
Even though everyone else was. 


If she can do it, then you can do it

Stand up for what you believe in!!






         

Lemonade mouth songs

Lemonade mouth.
Starring. Bridgit Mendler as Olivia
Adam Hicks as Wen
Naomi Scott as Mohini or Moe.
Hayley Kiyoko as Stella
Blake Micheal as Charlie

My favorite songs order
Shes so gone which is sung by Moe
Somebody which is lead by Olivia
Determinate lead by Olivia
More then a band first lead my Moe then switched off to Olivia
Here we go lead by Stella and Wen
Breakthrough lead by Olivia
Turn up the music lead by Olivia

Then by Mudslide Crush.
Don't ya wish ya were us lead by Ray
And the crowd goes lead by Ray


    

♠ - In the arms of a stranger - ♠

I lay there in a comatose, dreams flooding through my throbbing head.

I don't know how long I had been laying there on this hospital bed or how I got here.

I slowly opened up my eyes and saw my family around me.

"Where am I and how long have I been OUT?" 

I said through clenched teeth as I attempted to sit upright.

My family or should I say my brother told me I should not even be alive right now,

before my mom broke in and pushed me back down on to the mattress-bed.

"How did I end up here, and why am I here?"

"You don't remember?" My brother asked as he sat on the edge of my bed looking confused.

"No, I just remember running and everything going black on me."

"Some one took your hand and brought you out of the fire."

My mother said as she brushed my hair out of my face lovingly.

"Where is he?"

I asked earnestly.

"Oh, that is right you were still in your comatose state when he left us."

My mother said sadly.

"What do you mean?"

My mom took my hand and looked into my eyes while saying

"Sweetie, The man who saved you is dead, he passed away two hours ago."

"What, How did this happen?"

"Honey, the man was very sick and the fumes were too much for him to handle."

I stood there motionless as I thought to myself 

("I never even got to say thank you to him.")

Two weeks later

I went to his funeral and spoke for it.

"Mister Angel is my hero, if it would not have been for him I would have been dead and this would have been my funeral instead of his."

I said as tears started to fall from my eyes.

"Because of his bravery and his uncaring about his own life I am here today."

"My hope and prayer is that he did not suffer much and that he is in Heaven now. I may not have known him personally but I feal so indebted to him."

Were my closing words as I stepped down from the stage with my eyes full of tears.

I would never be the same again after the love that man showed for me a complete stranger, yet he was willing to give up his own life to save me.

It reminded me of how Jesus gave his life to save us from our sins, so that we might get a second chance to see God's glory. 

I will Always remember my hero

Human angels can come with in many forms and dress. They are right next to you in your daily life. 

pain and open your heart to those in need.

We all can be angels to our fellow humans. Remember to be there for one in pain and open your heart to those in need.

Deadly mistake

Take my hand, I'll show you peace and eternity.

Said the dark figure who held out his hand to me.

I looked from the dark figure to the people who were dieing around me.
If I go with you will you let them live.
Of course I will, my child. (He lied to my face)

I took one more look at my dieing family and then with an oath I took his hand.
As soon as I took his hand, I saw him motion to one of his captains then to my family.
The next thing I saw was my family screaming as my dad was shot.
I pulled away from the dark figure but he was to strong, he held me tightly.

I saw my mother and brother stare at me in horror as I thrashed about in the dark man's arms, trying despairingly to save my family. Then my mother screamed as my brother was shot.

The next thing I did was thrash even harder then before.
The dark man took both of my hands in his and I felt him draw my energy out of me.
So the next thing I knew everything was going dark, and I was completely helpless and defenseless.

The last thing I felt were the tears that spilled down my face as he carried me away.

My family was gone because of one deadly mistake of trusting a deceiver.
       

One Deadly mistake caused one girl to lose her family.

Because of one Deadly mistake she is all alone