Girl of the forest; Sarina's version of Mystery Girl ( A book I'm writing) Part three 


I stood there sitting next to her, while she cried into my shoulder staining it with with salt tears!And once again it was just like when we were kids, there was nothing I could do or say to change the fact, that she was all I had left of my parents, and that I would never see them again. We were orphans!





I had all these questions going through my head; What will we do now?, Whats going to happen to us now?, Where do we go now?, What if they try to separate us?; all these 'what ifs' and 'what will happen ifs' going through my head! I knew I had to be strong for my sister and our friends! But how?


I held her for another half hour, then it started getting dark, and I knew she was in no condition to be out here in the dark! "Marie, honey, we need to go back to the house now. It's going to be dark soon and will get really cold! Come on lets go?!" I said as I helped her up onto her feet. "I-i-i-i'm so c-c-cold, c-c-c-can you help me b-b-b-b-back to the house?" She said as she trembled and stumbled.

I shrugged and helped her up, before saying "Come on, climb on my back. It'll be easier for you this way!" I said while crouching so she could climb on, then started walking back through the woods towards home. It was just like they were 7 and 4 all over again.


We arrived back at the house around 8:30pm, and were met by Mr & Mrs Malena (our guardians and care takers) at the door. Who only knodded their heads saddly, as i carried Marie to bed, then went back down stairs.


"Sarina, sweetie, while you and Marie were 'out', some people from child services came by and wanted to talk about the 'accident' and about what is going to happen to you girls now!" I stopped dead in my tracks and looked at them blankly as i began to comprehend what they were saying! "You might want to sit down----" They paused as i sat on the edge of the arm of the chair, before continuing, "They wanted to talk to you about, you, Sabrina, Sara, and Marie about going into child services until some relatives or next of kin come to collect you------Sarina, please come back!?" They stopped as I raced out of the room, and out the door.

I ran towards my one and only sanctuary, the one place I went to when the world was bad, my sweet escape!











To be continued in Part four!!
Stay tuned!!

*Sorry for the long delay!!* 
   

Death part 2

They all got into their cars, Danny with Johnny, & Katerina with Susan.
So the search began.


Katerina & Susan went and looked at the mall, while Johnny & Danny searched the downtown street.


Meanwhile my friends & I were in the downtown & walking out of Arcadia to play in the Dance Dance Revaluation tournament.


When I looked over and saw Danny & Johnny walking towards Arcadia.


"Great, there goes our freedom! It was fun while it lasted! Nice knowing you," Mara said in a distasteful voice heavy with sarcasm! "Oh my gosh Maria, I forgot how hot your brothers are! They're twenty & twenty two right," Marie asked?


Danny & Johnny looked my way and began walking towards us. I greated them with a pleasant smile but I hated the fact that my fun was just ruined, but on the other hand at least it was not Katerina & Susan!


  
End of part 2
To be continued in Part 3

Girl of the Forest (Sarina's version) Part Two

By the time I made my way out of the school parking lot all the teachers were chasing after me.
But I didn't care!
I ran fast and I ran hard towards my home.

When I reached my house ten or fifteen minuets later, my dogs came and greeted me with their usual happy greetings though a little on the depressed side.


The German Shepherd, Sasha, my mom and dad's guard dog slash gift to me for my 13th birthday came bounding towards me with her tongue hanging out as she ran to me; while family dog Lilly the border collie came running up close behind her, followed by Lila my Golden retriever that I got when I was two years ago when I was 14.

 I stood stroking my dog's soft fur for a while while I tried to figure out an excuse why I came home so early and how to tell them that I was fine.
Ten minuets passed before I was ready to go inside and face the heartache all over again.
I opened the door to let the dogs in, then I walked upstairs to my room to try and sort my feelings out. And was joined by Lila, who came in from the doggie door built into my door and curled up next to me on my bed. Not long after I heard a soft tap on the door and it being slowly opened up by Sabrina.

Sabrina walked over to me and sat down beside me. I had my face buried in my pillow while I was crying, to hide them from everyone. "Oh Rina, its okay to cry..... I'm going to miss them to.... They were the first real parents I ever knew!" Sabrina said while trying to sound brave and comforting, though I knew that she was crying as well. I looked up and stroked Lila's fur while wiping my tears away.

It reminded me how when we were smaller at ages 6 and a half and 6, how we would comfort each-other when ever we had problems.

Sabrina hugged me and we stood like that for what seemed like hours upon hours though it was really only ten minuets. Lila stirred and looked up towards the door as Lilly poked her playful head through the doggie door and ran off down the hallway and down the stairs. Minuets later Marie came bursting into the room fuming mad.

We barely had time to wipe our tears away before Marie came in and shattered all of the peace that was in the room. "Sarina! I hate Sara! She said that you told mom and dad that they did not care about us and that is why they took an earlier flight home from New York because of you. Tell me it is not true..... Tell me that Sara is a big fat liar..... Please, please tell me this is all a bad dream and that I'll wake up soon and everything will be the way it has always been," Marie said in hysterics as tears began to streak down her red face, and her whole body began to tremble with hysteria.  I slowly cleared my throat and straightened up saying "I was mad at them for breaking another promise to us and not coming home....... But I never said that they did not care about us, because they did and they still do! Sara is not lying to you. I'm really sorry but this is not a bad dream," I managed to say in a clam soft voice. Marie looked up at me then she turned around and ran out the door. "I got to go Bri... Sorry," I said as I ran out after Marie.

I later found her in our special place by the edge of a small stream that flows by our house.

           "Marie, Marie I'm so sorry. I know this is very hard on you as it is Sabrina, Sara, and myself, but we have to work through this. It's not going to get any easier as we go along, but I can promise you that I'm not going anywhere, and I'll be here to help you along this tricky chapter of your life that we are going through," I said as I came up on the other side of her and sat down.















Stay tuned for part three

  

Death Part 1

All their voices are starting to grow distant, as the pain slowly starts to grow heavier and greater with every shallow breath I manage to gasp out.

It's dark and gloomy as I slowly walk down the light-less paths.
I hear a voice, soft and comforting call to me; so I follow the voice with every step I take it keeps getting harder and harder.

I'm cold almost to the point of going numb & my head is throbbing, and at the time I was ready to just give up, I walked into something hard.
I fell against it with a cry of pain as it jams into where I am mortally wounded.......

Five hours earlier 


"Is everyone here?" Johnny asked while he looked around.
"Yes, I believe so." Susan said as she sat next to Danny & Katerina.
"No, wait, where is Maria?" Johnny asked when his eyes passed by my empty seat for the fifth time.
"What are we going to do with Maria? She keeps doing this, and it is like she will never learn!" Katerina said as she marched over to the window and looked for Maria.

Meanwhile 

I was racing through main-street with my best friends Mara & Marie.

As I rounded the corner, I dived into the corner and waited for Mara & Marie to catch up.

I sat down on the cool brick pavement and watched as Marie rounded the corner & was followed by Mara.

I silently got up and sneaked up behind Marie & Mara, while they were looking for me. I poked Marie & Mara, then came up in-between them.
Mara nearly fainted, while Marie let out a sharp startled sound. I laughed uncontrollably at their expressions and could not stop.    

When we were finally finished laughing, we walked to the nearest Baskin Robbins and got ice cream.  

        "Man, it has been a great morning!" Mara said as she slumped down next to me on the side walk.
        "Totally, though I wonder what Johnny, Susan, Danny, & Katerina are doing, since you are not there?" Marie asked questioningly.
I grew very quiet at the thought of what my siblings were thinking at that very moment.
        "Where could Maria have gone off to this time?" Stormed Katerina in a fiery mood.
        "How many times has she done this to us now?" Susan asked agitated.
They all went silent for about a minuet till Danny answered and said "This is her 5th time doing this."
        "We need to go and find her before they do." Johnny said as he walked out the door and to the car.  


End of part 1
to be continued in part 2 

Heaven

There is a place that I have heard of all through my childhood, even before I can remember.
No one really knows where it lies.
Some say it is way up in the sky and

some say it is way out to sea where no one has ever gone before.

Many people ask when and how you get to heaven.

Some say you have to die, some say you can't do anything wrong, some say you can't eat certain things, and some say you just die and go to heaven just like that. 

Not many people know the true answer to the commonly asked question. 

How do you get to Heaven?

Do you believe in God?

Do you obey your parents?

Do you love others as much as you love your self?

Do you believe that God sent Jesus to save us from our sins?

It is so hard to try and live a perfect life.

Many have tried and even more have failed. 

Because no one is perfect we are all human; human nature is weak and easily fails, but God is always there to help you get back on the right track if you will just let him lead you there.

The true and only way to get to Heaven is to believe that God sent his one and only son Jesus to die on the cross for our sins, so that we do not have to suffer for all our sins.

Believe that God is always there and that 

He will never leave you or forsake you in all your follies and failures, 

and through Him and only Him you can get to Heaven. 

So yes heaven does exist.

But you have to Believe in God for you to ever see all it's glory.

For Jesus is preparing a place for you in Heaven.

And all you have to do is Believe.

!!Believe!! 

Because heaven does exist and it is waiting for you.

Believe and you will see heaven.

Stand up for what you believe in

"Hey Lexie, do you want to come over to my house later on for the party?"

My friend Susanna asked as she caught up to me in the hall.

"Who all will be there?"

I asked as I walked to the cafeteria.

"Well you know. Lots of people will be there."                                                                        

"It sounds like fun. Sure I'll be there at your party."

I said as I sat at our lunch table.

As I walked out the door of school, I headed for my mom who was waiting to pick me up.
"Hey mom!" I said as I hopped into the car.
"Hey Lexie, how was school today?" She said as she started the car.
"It was fine. By the way, Susanna asked me if I would like to go to her house for a party tonight. Is that alright with you?"
My mom paused for a second before replying "Sure, what time will it be over and when does it start?"
"One sec I'll ask her." I said as I pulled out my phone and text-ed Susanna.
"She says it is from 8pm to 12am."
Mom seemed distant for a moment.
"Mom?"
"Oh sorry Lexie, yes I think you are responsible enough for this now."
"Thanks mom!"

Six hours later I arrived at Susanna's house.
"Hey Lexie, I'm glad you could make it." Susanna said as she came and hugged me.
We walked inside.
"Where are your parents?"
"Oh they are not here, they are in Seattle."
"Are you sure that you should be throwing a party when your parents aren't here?"
"It's fine."

Then the rest of the people arrived.
Practically the whole student body was there.
Then it all got out of hand.

Two hours later.
"Susanna, this is getting way to wild and out of hand."
"Oh relax, its all good."
Then one of the students brought out some cigarettes and started passing them around to the students.
"Hey, Lexie right? Do you want one?"
"No, I don't smoke."
Some of the other students came over and joined the conversation.
"Oh come on, don't be a baby!" One said.
"What are you a momma's girl?" Another said.
"No I don't smoke."
I said firmly and turned to try and go out the door.
One of them cornered Lexie and tried to force her to smoke.
Another tried to seduce her into doing it.

She Finally had enough and went out the door.

She walked in the pouring rain for ten miles till she got home completely drenched.


Lexie stood firm on what she believed in, and did not sway.
Even though everyone else was. 


If she can do it, then you can do it

Stand up for what you believe in!!






         

Lemonade mouth songs

Lemonade mouth.
Starring. Bridgit Mendler as Olivia
Adam Hicks as Wen
Naomi Scott as Mohini or Moe.
Hayley Kiyoko as Stella
Blake Micheal as Charlie

My favorite songs order
Shes so gone which is sung by Moe
Somebody which is lead by Olivia
Determinate lead by Olivia
More then a band first lead my Moe then switched off to Olivia
Here we go lead by Stella and Wen
Breakthrough lead by Olivia
Turn up the music lead by Olivia

Then by Mudslide Crush.
Don't ya wish ya were us lead by Ray
And the crowd goes lead by Ray